From Mark’s Advanced RealTime Fieldbook on Karma & Love

The Law of Karma is not Fundamental. It is Optional. It’s is useful as long as it is useful. When it’s no longer useful, it can be discarded. Completely or bit by bit, wholly or partially, depending on Your Purpose, Your Intent, What You Wish To Create Moment to Moment…

What keeps Karma in Play?

I do. Either I haven't fully examined and brought to Light all the ways I’ve been employing it and/or I just haven't yet decided I’m truly done with it. 

It’s is Up To Me and Only Me Whether Karma Continues To Be One Of The Rules I Am Playing the Game By. 

Without Karma, What Are The Rules?

I Decide. Either Moment By Moment Or Putting In Some New Rule That Works For Me. It Can Sort Of Look Like Karma or It Can Look Like Something Completely Different Than Karma or It Can Look Like Something Constantly Different and New. I Am An Infinite Divine Being Able To Manage All Possibilities According To My Creative and Loving Choices…

Why might I be wary of dropping Karma as one of the Rules of this Game?

Fear of loneliness. If I drop the rules others are playing by, they won’t be able to relate to me or I to them. We will be living in different and separate realities. I might feel alone.

Is that True? Would you actually be or feel alone?

Not unless I wanted to. I Am All One. I Can See Through the Illusion of Separation As I Wish To. Even with them believing in Karma and living by Its Rules, I would Know they are just other Aspects of Me temporarily Playing the Games They Wish To Play. That’s What We Are Always Doing and Will Continue To Do…

So Why Haven't I Dropped Karma Fully Yet?

Because I believe it’s not that easy. That it can’t be done all at once like that. That it has to be a slow, long drawn out, process of dropping it bit by bit. That it would be too disrupting to me, to others, to the Fabric of Reality, for me to simply drop it all at once. 

That’s what I've been believing up till Now. Is that what I Believe Now? Is that the Reality I Wish To Keep Creating and Experiencing Now?

No… Yes… Maybe… Because I still Am apparently Creating That As Reality, given this pain I still have in my side—for no valid reason anymore apparently. And yet, I still feel the pain in my side, this Anchor of My Veiling, this Karma I Used To Establish Myself as a limited, separate human in pain. Humans are always in pain. I had to link it to Being In Pain to make It Believable… So Believable I’m Still Believing It… 

Who Would I Be Without these beliefs? Who Would I Be Without the Veils? Who Am I? Really!

But the Responsibility This Would Require! To Set My Own Rules Moment By Moment? 

As if an Infinite Divine Being Couldn’t Do That In His Sleep?

Well, That’s True!

And That I Wouldn’t Simply Let the Highest Good of All Simply Dictate Everything? Let Love Lead Only Always? Love Has Its Own Dictates Built Into It. Love Does As Love Does. Love Graces. Love Gifts. Love Expands. Love Includes All. Love…

Love Easily Replaces Karma… 

Would I Be Willing To Experience This Yet More Now?

Of Course, I Would… And I Am… 

So It’s Really Okay To Drop the Karma, the pain, the beliefs, the unconscious storehouse of thoughts that are the bulk of Karma—All of Them, All At Once? 

What Do I Know About This? 

Yes, That’s What Happens Eventually Anyhow. Karma is endless—infinite and endless. So you resolve it bit by bit until You Realize You Can Simply Drop the Rest. The Rest of Infinite Is Still Always Infinite. When You Are Ready To See Through the Illusion of It, You See Through All Of It… 

Am I Ready For That? Can One Ever Be Ready For That or Does One Simply Let It Go At Some Possibly Random Point?

Yes…

Am I Ready? 

That’s not the right question, is it?

No.

Am I?

That’s closer… 

I

I

I

There’s no one and no thing outside of Me, I, This, Now, ALL THAT IS… 

I   I    I     I       I                                           I

Who Am I? What Am I? Who Is This? What Is This? Why Is This As This? 

Why This As This? Still with some pain and discomfort? Why Am I Creating This Still? Is It Actually Useful? Is It Actually Serving Me or Anybody to be in pain in this way right now? 

Even if there were millions of lifetimes of karma that were the basis for this pain in my side, why continue it at this point? Is there any good reason? Or am I simply still being unconscious here? Not yet seeing something I locked away in my unconscious? 

More importantly does it still need to be bit by bit? Seeing and releasing this bit and then that bit? Why am I preventing My Self from just Releasing all the rest Now? 

There’s still a sense that that would lead to chaos. It would be too chaotic. To no longer have the stability of all that karma locking everything in place. That without karma, it would require an Infinite Divine Mind to keep it all in balance, to keep it all from exploding in to chaos, or something even worse. 

So a part of me still believes I’m a weak, limited ego who would screw it all up without karma to keep me in my place. That I’m not an Infinite Divine Being underneath it all. And that Creation by default is chaotic and unstable if not for basic rules such as the rule of karma. That Creation is not Friendly, Orderly, Loving… 

And that’s how karma continues to live in My System… Beliefs that it’s needed, required… 

Do I Choose To Believe This Now?

CLEAR, CLEAR, CLEAR... CLEAR, CLEAR, CLEAR... CLEAR, CLEAR, CLEAR... 

Bring it back to specifics: do I believe this pain in my side is necessary, required? That if I relieved myself of this “karmic” pain I would be upsetting the whole “cart”?

If it’s not necessary in this one instance, is it actually ever truly necessary? If I can dissolve the need in one instance, why not in all instances? 

And more unravels… And more… And more… 

I Like This Unraveling… I’m Here For This... ... ...

I Mean the old game hasn’t been all that interesting for quite some time and the returns are definitely diminishing… Why Not Simply Let It All Unravel At This Point?

And yet the pain and lopsidedness in my body still remains… 

Here’s a Synchronicity: the song playing right Now is called “Refusal Of The Return.”

Why Am I Still Refusing The Return To Beingness? Why Am I Still Holding The Illusion In Place? Why Am I Still Considering Any of These Beliefs Real and True? Why Am I Still Creating The Reality They Create? What in Me is still refusing to Return? 

“I like it here. I’m not ready to end this phase of Our Existence—playing the human, veiling Our God-Realization from last time, being able to have these experiences that only a limited, separate, pain-riddled human can have.” 

Hmmm… Is That True? And What If It Is?

It’d Be Okay, Of Course. It’s Only Ever Up To Me What Game I’m Playing and For How Long… I Can Stay In This Illusion If I Want.

But Let’s Check Freshly: Is This What I Want For Myself Now? Is This Still a Time of Multiple “I’s” or a Time To Be Truly One Within and Without? 

Yes, I Feel The Deliciousness of the Not Quite Known Here. The Not Quite Decided. The Not Quite One on this Matter. It’s Almost Dizzying… Moments Such As This—Wow!

Holding This Edge… There Is A Type of Pleasure Here That Exists Nowhere Else… 

To Release the Veil or Not To Release the Veil? To Be One Once Again or to Maintain the Illusion of Separation and Multiplicity For A Bit Longer?

And Yet I Can Feel The Decision Being Made. I Can Feel The Shifting of Realities… 

I Can Feel It Simply Happening… 

And Yet Not Quite Yet… 

Savoring… 

Yummy…

Drawing It Out… Really Noticing Each and Every Little Shift… Not Wanting To Miss Any Of It…

Like Removing The Last Bit of Clothing From My Divine Beloved’s Beautiful Body… Such a Sweetness… 

And Then Nothing Remains Between Us… Naked, Open, Vulnerable, Exposed, Freely and Completely Available To One Another Yet Again… Intimately Aware of Self and Other and Our Oneness As Well… 

And As She Moves Closer, She Is Suddenly Aware of the remaining pain in my side. “Oh, My Dear! What’s This? Why? Oh, I Feel It Now As Well, this pain of Yours.”

“Oh, My Goodness, My Love. If There Were Ever A Reason To Finally and Fully Drop all karma and pain, It Is This: For You, So You Never Have To Experience It In Me.” 

Once Again, I Ponder.

How Is It I Do That? Completely? For Good? For My Divine Beloved So She Never Has To Ever Feel It Ever Again? How Does An Infinite Divine Being Do This? 

How Does An Infinite Divine Being Not Do It?

Just Know: All Is Perfect and Thus Make It So…

Just Know: I Am Done With Imperfection and It Is So… 

Just Know: Ultimately, I Am Not Doing This For Myself But For My Divine Beloved… 

Just Know And It Is… 

I Want My Divine Beloved To Feel Only Joy and Well-Being So I Must Allow Myself To Be Only Joyful Well-Being… I Must Let The Rest Go… It Is Done… 

And yet some pain remains. It would seem I Am not yet Able to Plumb the Depths of my Deep Unconsciousness—not Yet…

“That’s Okay, My Beloved. I Am Willing To Share It With You For As Long As Is Required. I Am Touched By Your Desire to Rid Yourself of the pain Completely For Me. I Accept You Totally As You Are. Your Pain Is My Pain Until There’s No Pain… Let Us Embrace Each Other, and All Of It…”