Shift Immediately (If You Wish)

[From my journal...]

Guys, I’m hesitant to even begin here for lack of any hope that it will help. I seemingly wasted the whole day yesterday, when I had some energy and clarity about a blog post, simply because my  inner child is feeling burned out. We put all this energy and work and focus into healing, for ourselves and for others, with clients and with the collective and with various parts of me, and there is just so little fulfillment, satisfaction, enjoyment.

Most especially, my inner child’s been feeling the loneliness aspect of it all—how fucking long we’ve been so fucking alone and feeling so unfulfilled by any of this. It’s amazingly demoralizing. 

So why bother with another post?

My astrology seems to confirm it’s just been a really challenging time for me, the last eight years of total grind, and the last 8 months of it especially, but it’s all part of the Plan, same as You’ve often told me. And that it is slowly but definitively changing but it will take more patience and time, again, just as You’ve been telling me. That’s it’s nothing I’m doing wrong but a lot I’m doing Right and it’s all according to Plan. So good! There’s that!

And what to do with this moment, this day, the loneliness and lack of fulfillment and motivation here again in this moment? How to Be with all of this? Especially with this inner child who seems so deflated?

And it would seem the state of the world is also just getting worse and worse. I know it’s most likely just that, what was already seemingly bad, is coming to the surface for Healing and Clearing but it still often feels like it’s simply getting worse and worse, more troubling, harder to deal with. If I’m feeling it this strongly, many people are probably feeling it and worse. It all feels a bit overwhelming even as I try to stay in touch with What’s Going Right. 

CLEAR, CLEAR, CLEAR... CLEAR, CLEAR, CLEAR... CLEAR, CLEAR, CLEAR... 

Oh, and will You actually, can You actually, Help me in any way right now? Can You Help us? 

Haha, Mike Oldfield says in the background, “Only time will tell.” 

Dear One, We Are Here. Be Here With Us Now… Right Here. Really Here. Now… 

Let Go of everything else for a bit… Be… Pure Being… The Grand Eraser… The Grand Neutralizer… The Grand Healer… 

“I’m not doing it well enough,” is what I hear from deep within… 

Welcome that and continue to just Be… 

Right Now there is nothing to do so there is no “doing it well enough” either… 

This Is Fulfillment… This Is Fulfilling… Are you Noticing? 

In this Moment, can you truly deny the Fulfillment that Is Here? When you just stop and let yourself be without a thought? Is there any reason to deny It? 

What would It Be Like to Open to It Even More Fully Right Now? 

To Sink Down Into Total Fulfillment? To Be Fully Submerged In It? And Blend With It? 

So Utterly Fulfilling… 

Dear Blessed Being, It’s Good for you to Notice that When You Are Feeling This Fulfilled all the stories of being alone, without family, friends, or lover, etc. disappear. Are Invalid. Lose all meaning… You have taken on those conditions as part of Your Service but none of them are real. We Are Always So Incredibly Here With and For you/You… 

You Always Have Access To This, Your Own Direct Experience of Fulfillment That’s Unconditional, That Doesn’t Rely On Any Particular Condition Being Fulfilled or Not. There’s no excuse for missing out on This, for disrupting your Experience of This, except for convincing yourself there is… Argue for your limitations and they are suddenly yours. Argue that you feel unfulfilled and immediately experience it… 

Ever the Powerful Creator of Your Own Experience!!!

What Are You Creating For Yourself Right Now?

What Are You Believing About Yourself Right Now?

What Experience Do You Wish To Be Creating For Yourself Right Now?

The world is shit? Your world is shit? It’s all for nothing? With barely a thought, that experience is yours… 

I Am Absolutely and Totally Fulfilled By Simply Stopping and Noticing? With no thoughts at all, That Experience Is Yours…

No long process involved. Immediate. Now. Here. By Simply Allowing It To Be… 

You Always Have Immediate Direct Access to Who and What You Are Including this State of Total Fulfillment Which Is Always Present In The Background But Which Can Always Be Brought Forth Into the Foreground of Experience By A Simple Shift of Awareness. 

Are you willing to Shift Immediately? 

Are you willing to drop creating the hell you were imagining earlier and Let Yourself Enjoy the Heaven That Is Always Here Now?

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